ahhh~~I really feel like an old woman.
my back/waist hurts, my joints clicks, sometimes my pelvic area hurts so much I can't even walk.
so I went to the OMD over the past weeks for acupuncture and chiropractice, but I am not feeling any different because...I guess the origin of all the pain is hard to locate.

doctor told me to stop drawing so much, stand up and move about, relax my arm once in a while... I know this, and I've been trying to do so, but it's so hard~!!  I always forget to get up and pause when I draw and want to get something done.... TT__TT

I probably need to put an alarm clock on my desk O__O

btw, I forgot to mention last time~ this year, my birthday is the last day of the rat year on the lunar calendar! It's always festive around the last days and the beginning of lunar years~ too bad I can't feel any of that here is U.S...lll
I want my red envelope~~~ XDDDD !!!!

but...the bad thing is...the new lunar year is the year of ox.
I wasn born in the year of ox, and ox is my zodiac sign, that means: [link]

This year I'll be offending the mirror planet jupiter, the Tai Sui god. Although I don't usually believe these things, I am kind of worried. (who wants bad luck anyway?)

...then again, I don't think I did any praying for blessing from the Tai Sui 12 years ago...(but maybe my mother did it for me...uh oh XD)


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It's almost my birthday~~ XD


I haven't been celebrating for many years, because I don't even know what's worth doing anymore.
I don't throw parties because I don't have the space. (plus everyone's busy) I don't buy a cake because I'm cheap and don't want to waste money. I don't get any presents because other people don't want to waste monoey...XD (that's bad karma right there~!)

I remember 2 years ago, my mom and sister said they'll take me to Las Vegas on my 21 birthday, because I'm the only one who haven't been to Vegas in the family. but then family emergency, they had to go somewhere and I was left on my own for several weeks.  Although my aunt and cousin took me to a resturant, and I didn't care about this birthday so much at the time, but later on...the more that I think about it, the more it sucked. For contrast, my other cousin who is 10 days older than me, had 3 separate parties that year...(oh, hey! his birthday is today~ XD )

I remember I used to ask a lot for my birthday. The biggest party I had was in 2004. So many people came to our tiny apartment and it was so crowded...XD (plus our rooms are messy with lots of junks...lll) I get upset if people don't remember or do anything special for me on my birthday. I was really annoying.... but now I don't really care anymoe. I don't know if I am getting more mature or maybe I'm just too lazy to care...XD !

anyway...the only fact I know for sure is....DARN IT! I AM GETTING OLD!


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